Happy September beauties!
I thought it was a good time to check in with an update.
What’s been going on? What have you been up to? Share! Share!
The last month was busy, but good.
Let’s start with the MOHs stuff
I got my stitches out a few days after my last post.
I continue to heal. My nose is super red and will be for a few more months probably, but I’m thankful it’s all done and behind me.
Moral of the story? Wear sunscreen!
Chances are, lots of damage is already done from our younger years, and it’s all the more reason to take care of ourselves now!
I already see a couple more spots I’m going to have checked at my next appointment. 😳🙏🏻
Now for some fun and exciting stuff
P and her beau set a date and are getting hitched in November.
They went from planning a stressful and large soirée to a much quieter, simpler wedding. I love they went this route and will be honored to be among the small group of people they entrust with this sacred moment.
As a side note, how is my sister old enough to be married!?
I’m sure I’ll share all sorts of beautiful pictures, stories, and such in the coming months.
Oh and PS- Layla started preschool last week! I can’t believe she’s already old enough to be going to preschool! Not gonna lie, I got misty eyed.
Now onto the important stuff
All things college football.
Last Wednesday kicked off football season. It’s like an official holiday in our house.
We flipped back and forth between games soaking up every tackle, touchdown, and catch.
Our beloved Sooners took the field Saturday, and as usual, I
nearly melted into a giant puddle from the intense heat.
We had a fairly mild August, but just my luck, temps went back to normal as football season started.
WHY DO YOU HATE ME!?
Nonetheless I’m excited about a new year and fresh start. I’m not picking us to take it all, or probably even win the big 12, but I think we’ll be much improved a serious contender.
My boot camp & a bible study
Guys, God has blessed me so much with this boot camp bible study thing. I can’t even take it!
I started out with just one person attending- ME.
Just a couple weeks later I was up to two, then three, with two more committed for our next session.
Considering we meet Saturday at the crack of dawn, I’m encouraged.
I gave it totally to God when I started in July and continue to let Him do whatever he desires.
Our workouts have been fantastic, the Christian playlists I’ve put together are ridiculous (in the best way possible), and our conversation has been blessed.
God is good! I sure wish you gals could join us.
A stroll down memory lane
For some strange reason, Will and I decided to stick in an old Frasier box set in while I was at home after surgery.
Here we are a month later and are already nearly halfway done with season 2.
I’m pretty sure it’s Will’s favorite show. It got us through lots of homesick nights in Kuwait.
It’s been fun and I felt I ought to remember it on her blog.
Other random things I feel you should know
We visited Will’s parents last weekend along with my BIL and SIL. It was fun. We went bowling and I broke my average 35ish range.
(I’m BB- still the lowest score but far better than my usual)
As for other things, I did a mini balyage treatment on my hair last week. I wanted to go back to my natural color thinking it was going to be a fairly dark blonde.
Turns out I was completely wrong!
Anyway, turns out I’m naturally way blonder than I thought (an 8 on a scale of 10), which explains a lot.
Such as why, upon realizing we were out of dish tablets, I put a tablespoon of ivory dish soap in the dishwasher, hit start, and let it run the entire cycle.
Let’s just say there were bubbles everywhere.
Or why I threw Lucy’s much needed medication in the trash not realizing there were still several days worth of medicine still in the packet.
Resulting in a dumpster dive situation.
Things like that.
So yeah, turns out I’m not blonder than I pay to be. I’m actually really that blonde. Ha!
Important Blog Stuff I Need to Unpack
On a more serious note, I’m kind of unsure what to do with this space, guys.
It’s old, dated, clunky and I have no idea how to fix any of it on my own.
Not only that, but I kind of feel like this space is slightly schizophrenic.
It’s worked well for a decade, housing all my silly stories and experiences as a 20 something newlywed. However, now I’m not so sure.
I feel the few of you who still visit should be able to count on some sort of structured content each day, which I feel I’ve done a great job of keeping up with over the last few years.
However I can’t help but feeling the Lord moving me in a different direction, which is one of the reasons I’ve been posting less frequently.
I feel there’s so much pressure for everyone to have some sort of online presence, or following, or persona.
I completely see the value of online media and have so enjoyed keeping up with my friends that way.
However in this current season of life I’m prompted to pull back more. To take the focus off myself and to put it on Jesus.
I’m struggling to find balance between posting what I had for lunch and sharing why I feel the Church needs to refocus our affections on our one true Love.
I’m struggling because this blog was created by me, for me, and doesn’t feel like it belongs to Him.
Sometimes it doesn’t feel right posting here anymore.
So I’ve been sitting quietly.
I’ve toyed with the idea of starting fresh and creating an entirely new space, but it feels daunting.
I’ve thought about paying for a makeover of the current space, but I’m not sold on that either for the above reasons.
So yeah, I have no idea what direction this little site is going.
I find it important to chronicle some of our goings on, as I’ve valued being able to capture memories over the years, but I’m not sure this space is the right space to cover heavy topics on my heart right now.
You’ve got my Wednesday workout right next to a post on eschatology. It seems a little incongruent.
Am I making sense?
It took me over 30 years but I finally get that this life is so much more and so much better when it’s surrendered to Christ.
That’s how our life should be, but somewhere between the garden of Eden and today we decided we could do things better on our own.
I don’t want to do things on my own anymore.
And He’s taking me up on the offer of my surrendered heart.
It’s glorious, but sometimes it hurts a little too.
But it’s worth it.
I want to share so much of it with you, but right now I’m taking a step back to see what exactly that looks like.
I had no intention of pouring this all before you, but since I’m on a roll I thought I better share.
I’m not breaking up with my blog, but I do think there will be some changes.
Perhaps I start a separate site with more frequent devotional type posts while still maintaining this old dinosaur for capturing updates and life stuff.
We shall see.
Until then, look for update type posts like this one (minus the whole giant book I wrote about the blog 😃) and devotional type posts.
So yeah. I think that’s my update.
Thanks for stopping by! Hope you had a good extended weekend!